I haven’t been journaling for the longest time, it might be the reason why I can’t remember most of the days anymore. It has been my habit to write even the mundane things I did, it’s my way of preserving the days so that when I can’t remember, I just […]
I didn’t like opening doors before. It made me scared because I don’t know what to expect. When I was outside, I was so scared there might be monstrous creatures inside an unfamiliar door. When inside, I didn’t want to go out – thinking there might be bad people lurking and […]
Nothing, nothing. Emptiness, boredom, no, not boredom, merely emptiness, meaninglessness, weakness. — Franz Kafka, from a diary entry
I blinked, I lost a friend. I blinked and I lost my father. I blinked and blinked and time keeps passing me by. It is a battle that can never be won; I lost, yet I am still losing. What more do I have to lose?
We’ll just lay around, read books, maybe write. Paint, eat dessert, and just feel alive.